Where Do Good Folks Go When They Die:

Well I dont and will never know. Today I lost my very best friend:MY MOMMA. I shall alwayz remember her and keep her close to my heart.  It was very unexpected and sudden.  Im still in a type of haze of disbeleivement just waiting for reality to hit.  When people say it is the worst heartache they are right-You never know how it truly feels until it has happened to you. I myself know that she knows i loved her but we bickered alot. And it is true that the small things in the end dont really matter-because you never know how short that time really is. There is truly a peice of my soul missing tonight-may she have a great jorney. Shall we meet again one day soon. But on a better note to all this i am now 2 weeks late on my cycle which would make me 5-6 weeks pregnant-and i really now am hoping i am so much. Because maybe my mom can come back.The other day when i realized i was most likely pregnant-I saw the great omen of dealth. I began to cry because i knew for this baby to live sumthing r sum1 must die and sumthing told me it was my mom-BUT I KEPT MY VISIONS TO MYSELF-and tryed to not beleive it. Then as I brought the bike back to my moms house today there was a guy walking down the road. There was nothing to mysterious about him except the sort of aloofness he walked with. He asked where I was going and i told him and he said to me "Well go ahead cause ya mommaz waiting" You know itz funny how you just dont realize these things until it is to late-this will make the 3rd time that me and dealth have rum into each other. You know we have an ongoing rivalry going on the two of us-ME AND DEALTH. Itz like a chess game and it looks like he won again.So right now im going to bed maybe to dream of or make contact with my momma in my dream-DAMN SHE WAS MY BEST AND ONLY FRIEND IN THE WORLD-I LOVE YOU MOM HAVE A SAFE AND GREAT JOURNEY.