Sorry I have been out for awhile ppl i have had so much going on in my life.  I can proudly say that in april my mother and I found out that i was a month pregnant-I was so excited and overjoyed by the news. My mother and I made a plan and she was going to sit in the labor and delivery room with me and see me the whole way through.  Well Sadly but surely we lost my mom in May and very heartbroken I just closed myself in-however i am proud to say i have bounced back.  Despite a very MISERABLE sister-n-law that stops at nothing to intrude in others pplz lives.  It all began with her in January when i became friends with a very gay guy that she had a crush on for like forever and she just assumed he was my man.  Well the truth is I knew all along that the recent stint he did in federal prison made-me, her , r her cousin that "was in love with him"-not "his type at all".  However as the old cajuns say Sa La Vie.  Well In March When I got pregnant it was with another guy that could care less for her but in her poor sad MISERABLE life she thought she was in love with her r her with him-so needless to say things went downhill from there between me and her.  Regretfully my mother was dateing her TOTAL MISERABLE LOSER of an uncle and while that always made things awkward with everyone when my mom died it left a huge rift-CAUSE QUITE FRANKLY THERE WAS NO REASON FOR ANY ONE TO STAY TIED TO EACH OTHER ANY MORE.  Because like really my momz cancer had been back for 7 yearz and regardless of me telling ppl that they didnt beleive me.  She had met the uncle in the last 2 years of her life and also the last stage of her cancer long after it had reached her brain-and I just sat back and let them date.  Even though he would steal her pills and money and there WERE some very ugly fights-I LET IT GO ON BVECAUSE I FELT MY MOM DESERVED AT THAT A LITTLE BIT OF HAPPINESS BEFORE SHE PASSED-HOWEVER FUCKED UP A FORM THAT HAPPINESS WAS IN.  Since her passing LES MISERABLES and her uncle and her vengeful daughter have spread many of lies about me AND used there fake god to curse me.  Well here is what i have to say to that-#1FOR EVERY ACTION IS AN EQUAL AND OPPOSITE REACTION AND #2ME AND MY MOM HAVE BEEN BEST FRIENS FOR 34 YEARZ AND FOR 7 OF THOSE WE FOUGHT HER BATTLE TOGETHER SO I IM GOOD WITH MY LIFE AND ALL IVE DONE-UNLIKE THEM I HAVE NO REGRETS IN LIFE BECAUSE #3 ONLY THE STRONG SURVIVE AND HE WHO LAUGHS LAST LAST THE LONGEST.  So to all the readers Im back and stay tuned to more to come