How lucky we are to be alive

Just three days ago i was in the emergency room and was faced with my own mortality-however it wasnt the first time in my life that I was faced with this. Although this time I was so happy to take a fresh breath of air and be alive. Sometimes-just like many people-I beleive that i can live forever;and who knows except for the great spirit this may or may not be true. Most people today strictly rely on what is told to us by the main stream media,doctors,preachers,and ect. Well guess wut people it is time to think outside the box-beleive wuts in your heart not wut everyone tells you-I mean really,  where has all the magic in the world gone; itz still there sumwhere waiting in the wings to come back out. Because for real we possibly can literally live forever- at least some of us can- and sum of us will. Now of course we can all die and most of us will die-cause if you are immortal you wont ever really know for sure but you have to protect it. So we can die but we have the ability to live forever and magick really does exsist. You just have to feel it all in your heart. However the one thing I cant shake is how as humans we all complain about our sorry and sad lives until we are faced with that same life coming to an end. At every occasion that i have watched sumone draw their last breath-the thing you noticed the most is that- YOU NEVER SEE A MAN CRY UNTIL YOU SEE A MAN DIE. That statement is "oh so true". Man sheds a tear as life flashes in front of them just to know that they will never know it again. THATZ THE TRUE SADNESS OF BEING HUMAN. We have the greatest gift of all and we usually never quite realize it-we just want more from the creator-WE ARE THE CREATORZ SPOILED LITTLE BRATZ AND WE ARE VAIN-MAYBE THATZ WHY THE ANGELZ HATE US-until next time lets ponder on that.