Some Things They Just Never Change
It's going on 3 months or so that i've been back in this one horse town that I call my home town. All that old charm that drew me back too is beginning to where off;and i just want to kick myself for coming back. There is always that person from the past that gets you down too-because they know. They know that one secret-the secret as to why you piced up and hauled ass in the first place. At first, like a made for T.V. movie,the two of you are kool-but then things change and they do the same ole thing that they use to do that pissed you off all those years before. Some cases it could be a best friend, in some cases it can be an old ex, then in some cases itz your mother. Your mother that down rates you at every chance she gets-your mother who belittles you because she looks at you and gets jealous-because you have what she let go of and you have more of it. Your mother that once a long time ago let sumone hurt you and she goes and does it again-WHY-I'm guessing it makes her feel superior in some way.However there is something that is still holding you here. Yea you and your friends blame it on the legend of the town being under a spell but in reality you know that you r back home-HOME AGAIN. Wasteing away the moments that make up a dog day and you can dig around on a peice of ground in your hometown and maybe someone can show you the way. Pink floyd hit it right on the nose with those lyrics. So I go outside and sit on the step and look at the stars cause sometimes im absolutely positive that this town is stuck in time vortex in space. Though the stars remind me that ill always have my heavenly father the great spirit in the sky; and the fresh air reminds me that im alive and at least i have my health and life and with that i sit back and escape-if only in my mind. I think of all my mistakes in life and if only I could turn back the hands of time-but i cant. So i make myself a promise to make my future way way better and to just LEAVE THE PAST BEHIND 4EVER. As i fall asleep under the twinkling stars and great big sky-I cant help but be hurt and i cry-but only to myself.Then I pick my head up and think good thouhts and they turn into great dreams-BIG dreams. I then fell into a deep sleep and hoped for a better tomorrow.JUST WAIT...IT WILL COME!!!
Wednesday, March 13, 2013
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
Broken angel, with a broken wing
Amazed to hear a demon sing.
Songs of war, and songs of love
However the angel longed for up above.
She had once loved evil, and loved him deep.
As a consequence her tears now did seep.
She bet God she would turn him good-
Although you can not make gold from a mere piece of wood.
Now there she wept all alone;
As she gave props to God on his throne.
So God mended her wing,and her broken pure heart-
Then sent her off with the promise of a brand new start.
Once upon a time I met this man and his eyes stared right through me and we fell in love. But at night he would have horrible dreams and talk and thrash about in his sleep. Now the Great Spirit told me this man has a very dark side-in fact he is pure evil. As we dicussed it further the Great Spirit had informed me that the man with the snake eyes that i had instantly fell in love with had been put under a spell in which he appeared like every other man-BUT the Great Spirit warned me-THAT MAN IS PURE EVIL. Well I told The Great Spirit me being of such a pure heart-I could work with him and turn him good. After alot of back and forth the Great Spirit said okay that I could try-that all I need do is get him to go to church just one time.Me being naive and stupid but with a heart of gold accepted my own challenge-because pretty much sometime I cant accept no for an answer anyway. Long story short-me and the "snake eyes"'-this is what we will call him-we fell madly truly and deeply in love and we got married. Well the Great Spirit was right and for awhile it looked like i could win-but theGreat Spirit as I have learned is always right. Now you may ask why was he so evil and all i can tell you is we all have demons but some peoples are way worse and way more horrific than others. Snake eyes had a very horrific childhood and it was very hard to get away from much less forget. Although I really think if me and snake eyes had never returned back to our hometown there would have been hope for him. Because home holds a different meaning to everyone it meets. Me and snake eyes where from the same hometown and met years later in a far away place-we fell in love and got married then returned to our hometown that had a different meaning,different demons,and most of all a different fate for us both. As an angel though-I still think there is a little hope for snake eyez after all-maybe we can try again one day r maybe there will be another angel to take his case. I myself will always care for poor snake eyes. THE END
Amazed to hear a demon sing.
Songs of war, and songs of love
However the angel longed for up above.
She had once loved evil, and loved him deep.
As a consequence her tears now did seep.
She bet God she would turn him good-
Although you can not make gold from a mere piece of wood.
Now there she wept all alone;
As she gave props to God on his throne.
So God mended her wing,and her broken pure heart-
Then sent her off with the promise of a brand new start.
Once upon a time I met this man and his eyes stared right through me and we fell in love. But at night he would have horrible dreams and talk and thrash about in his sleep. Now the Great Spirit told me this man has a very dark side-in fact he is pure evil. As we dicussed it further the Great Spirit had informed me that the man with the snake eyes that i had instantly fell in love with had been put under a spell in which he appeared like every other man-BUT the Great Spirit warned me-THAT MAN IS PURE EVIL. Well I told The Great Spirit me being of such a pure heart-I could work with him and turn him good. After alot of back and forth the Great Spirit said okay that I could try-that all I need do is get him to go to church just one time.Me being naive and stupid but with a heart of gold accepted my own challenge-because pretty much sometime I cant accept no for an answer anyway. Long story short-me and the "snake eyes"'-this is what we will call him-we fell madly truly and deeply in love and we got married. Well the Great Spirit was right and for awhile it looked like i could win-but theGreat Spirit as I have learned is always right. Now you may ask why was he so evil and all i can tell you is we all have demons but some peoples are way worse and way more horrific than others. Snake eyes had a very horrific childhood and it was very hard to get away from much less forget. Although I really think if me and snake eyes had never returned back to our hometown there would have been hope for him. Because home holds a different meaning to everyone it meets. Me and snake eyes where from the same hometown and met years later in a far away place-we fell in love and got married then returned to our hometown that had a different meaning,different demons,and most of all a different fate for us both. As an angel though-I still think there is a little hope for snake eyez after all-maybe we can try again one day r maybe there will be another angel to take his case. I myself will always care for poor snake eyes. THE END
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